Maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me...

I had this sad moment last night right before I went to bed. It was overwhelming loneliness (sp?). Well, I guess I'm used to it, but the feeling still knocks me on my ass every once and a while. It mostly happens when I've spent time with people I love, go home and go to bed alone. I hung with my friends last Saturday and it was so nice to be with people who love and care about me. The trouble with that is that I start depending on their love rather than my own for myself (Huh?). Oh god its early and I have to get to work.