I get it. I'm an asshole and I deserve to be alone.

From snarky myspace emails to cat shit outside my bedroom door. I say stupid shit and I am an asshole. I get it. I have been put in my place.

I'm also drunk. On whiskey and diet rootbeer and vodka tonics.

I put on makeup and took pictures of myself to feel beautiful. All I feel is sad and alone.

I'm just asking for a little kindness and understanding. A little room to self-destruct. A bit of mercy in the end. A bit of love and patience.

We are all pitiful in our own ways.